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Wednesday, March 27, 2013

What a life.

I put my head on my pillow and realized..
All this time.. I'm just a very weak girl.

I cry, I cry, I cry.


I really don't want to grow up, I just want to always be that little girl with plain mind..

No worries, no sadness, no hurt feelings, no being left out..
I don't want to grow up, I want to stay, even go back..
I even ever think that since 15, my mental stop growing up.
I don't want to be older.

I cry, I cry, I cry.


But if I don't want to grow up, how could I have children then?

I realized more.. there are so many things a grown up should do.
Could I do all those things? Could I figure out anything?
I want to go back years before.
When everything is less complicated, easier.

I cry, I cry, I cry.


I really did this.

I really cried at me having this complicated life.