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Thursday, May 30, 2013

Dear my Heavenly Father ..

God.. Thank You for my life on this earth.. however challenging or not. Thank You for giving me free will to love and be loved.. to make my own decisions, to learn from my mistakes, to cry when I'm sad, to laugh when I'm happy.. Thank You for my family, friends, colleagues.. and for every other person I meet along my journey. Thank You for giving me strength to overcome adversity, to do what's right for the benefit of the greater good.. and to rise above negativity. Thank You for giving me hope.. where I know there'll be an end to world's suffering and pain.. and the promise of a world filled with light and everlasting love. Thank You Jesus for listening to me.. And there's one more thing I'd like to say.. I love You Jesus more and more each day!!<3

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Don't give up.

Just don't give up, cimonnn!! okayy?! Because someone out there feels the same exact way you do right now. Because this is life, And it's not supposed to be easy or perfect. Because even if it was, we would all still have something to complain about. Human. Never get satisfied. So just hang in there, Whatever is going wrong, will eventually go right. Whether it's friends, family, or boys. Nothing will ever be damaged forever. Like they say, in the end you'll be happy. And if you're not happy... well, then it's not the end.

Now is it?


You know that feeling of waiting for someone.. I mean really waiting for someone..
Standing in front of a restaurant or somewhere in the cold and having hundreds of people pass you on the sidewalk. And you don't want to do anything else, because you're afraid you might miss something.. that somehow if you don't spot him right away, he'll walk right by. So you stand there and don't do anything except think about how you're standing there. Occasionally you might look at your watch, or check your cell phone to see if it:s accidentally on silent, even though you already checked for that a minute ago.

That's what this is starting to feel like...

Everything is different.

Be proud of ourselves, after all the shit we've been through, we're still standing.
It's not just other people we need to forgive. We need to forgive ourselves. For all the things we didn't do. All the things we should have done.
Sometimes you've to forget what's gone, appreciate what still remains, and look forward to what's coming next.

If you asked me last year where I saw myself in a year, I could quickly tell you this wasn't it. Everything I am right now.. is nothing like I thought I would have been. The way things are in general are nothing like I thought they would be. Seeing time fly by in the blink of an eye and feeling like nothing ever changes. Feeling like everything has stayed the same throughout those days, yet looking back at where I was this exact time last year, and... everything is different.


LOVE means that we can accept him/her for the person that they are. And that we don't wish to change them into someone else. It means that we will love them and stand by them even through the worst of times. It means still loving them when we're in a bad mood or too tired to do things we want to do. It means loving them when we're down, not just when we're fun to be with. It means that we care enough to fight for what we have and that we love them enough not to let go. It means thinking of them, dreaming of them, wanting and needing them constantly, hoping they feel the same way for us.

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Sahabat? Cinta?

Ada yang tak sengaja bertemu, menjalin persahabatan, kemudian saling mencintai..

Entah kenapa akhir-akhir ini tema tulisanku adalah mengenai bestfriend. Mungkin ada sangkut pautnya dengan lagu yang aku sering dengerin lately.. Hahaha yeah, Best Friend by Jason Chen. Like what I wrote in the previous post. Hihi, iyaa, aku lagi seneng banget sama lagu satu ini since my best friends use it for the soundtrack of my birthday video. (you can see on the older post).

What are you guys thinking about my first sentence?
"Ada yang tak sengaja bertemu, menjalin persahabatan, kemudian saling mencintai.."
Menurut kalian apakah mungkin tumbuh rasa cinta di antara sahabat? Well, sangat mungkin sekali. Dimulai dari komunikasi intensif. Karena memang cinta datang dengan tiba-tiba, senyata-nyatanya, seada-adanya... begitu saja. Lalu.. Pantaskah mereka mencapai titik ini? Terlalu cepatkah jika mereka menyebutnya cinta? Menurut saya tidak. Terkadang ada yang selalu berada di sampingmu, mengaku temanmu, namun sebenernya dia punya perasaan lebih dari itu. Ada. Namun, tak ada yang sia-sia ketika kamu berani mengungkapkan. Keuntungannya? Melegakan perasaan. Tapi terkadang, aku berpikir.. kalau tidak mampu membuat seseorang tersenyum, maka jangan coba-coba merebut apa yang dia jaga hingga saat ini. Kalau kita cuma menuntut tanpa memikirkan perasaan orang tersebut, kita hanya akan menyakiti satu sama lain, ya kan?

Tapi tidak semua degup jantung yang memburu, pikiran yang selalu tertuju, tersenyum tanpa sebab, bisa disebut cinta...

Tuesday, May 07, 2013

Best Friend - Jason Chen

"... Now I realize you were the only one..
It's never too late to show it..
Grow old together..
Have feelings we had before..."

"... This is something like a movie..
And I don't know how it ends girl..
But I fell in love with my best friend..."

"... Through all the dudes that came by..
And all the nights that you'd cry..
Girl I was there right by your side..
How could I tell you I loved you..
When you were so happy..
With some other guy?..."

"... I know it sounds crazy..
That you'd be my baby..."

"...And I don't wanna ruin what we have..
Love is so unpredictable..."