I put my head on my pillow and realized..
All this time.. I'm just a very weak girl.
I cry, I cry, I cry.
I really don't want to grow up, I just want to always be that little girl with plain mind..
No worries, no sadness, no hurt feelings, no being left out..
I don't want to grow up, I want to stay, even go back..
I even ever think that since 15, my mental stop growing up.
I don't want to be older.
I cry, I cry, I cry.
But if I don't want to grow up, how could I have children then?
I realized more.. there are so many things a grown up should do.
Could I do all those things? Could I figure out anything?
I want to go back years before.
When everything is less complicated, easier.
I cry, I cry, I cry.
I really did this.
I really cried at me having this complicated life.
dear, it's not only you. me too. dreaming of my childhood always takes me back to those beautiful days. without pain. without sorrow. but this is LIFE and we have to FIGHT!
ReplyDeletei love youuu miss youuu <3
I even ever think that since 15, my mental stop growing up.
ReplyDeleteAre you sure???????????
that was ridiculous
haha
You don't need to cry
you can fulfil a pail with your tears, but it's not change even a thing
hehe
elisabeth : hello deaarr!! glad to see your comment to this blog. hmm, those moments were so much beautiful and easier than now :(
ReplyDeletelove you and miss you too!
xoxo
albert : alberrttttt!! long time no see you. and same with lisa, I also miss you too even I miss Lisa moreee!! hahahahaha. yeah, I did that bert. I didn't know what I should do at that time. Just felt like nobody was here.. then suddenly I started to cry alone. thankyou for your comment {} XD
yeah that sure , being little girl with no worries , no sadness , no hurt feeling is so awesome !!
ReplyDeleteyou're weak girl ? really ?
i don't think so, as time goes, you will be strong girl, more problem? more worries? more sadness? that make you to become strong :)
don't worry with your problem , face that and be strong !
yeah,albert was right. even though you could fill all pail around the universe with tears of yours, it doesn't even matter anyway. well, that's life, we gotta live until He called us to go to His Royal Castle. anyway, never lose your faith, friendship, and love, because those three are not supposed to be lost ^_^
ReplyDeleteeven though if you could fill up all pails in the world by your tears, it doesn't even matter. this is life He made for us, and it is our duty and honor to live until He assembles us in The Royal Castle of Him. therefore, never lost things that you are not supposed to be lost: faith, friendship, and love ^^
ReplyDeletewell, i just did it cause I'm too much thinking about the sadness maybe.. thanks boss, you've been cheering me up!^^
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