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Tuesday, November 12, 2013

God will make a way when there seems to be no way..

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with Jesus..
Scenes from my life flashed across the sky.. In each, I noticed footprints in the sand.  Sometimes there were two sets of footprints.. other times there was only one. During the lowest time of my life I could see only one set of footprints so I said, "Jesus, You promised me, that You would walk with me always. Why, when I have needed you most, would You leave me?" Jesus replied, "My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you.  The times when you have seen only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

Sometimes I feel like I wanna give up about this life.. But I know that He's always be with me so I don't need to worry about anything. But sometimes I think... about the decisions I've made... whether they are my biggest mistakes or God has prepared me some better things for my future... I may not understand how everything will work out, but I trust You Lord... Maybe now I don't see a way, but I do believe that You will make a way..

Ecclesiastes 3:11 - He has made everything beautiful in its time...

Monday, November 04, 2013

Let me go home.

My family lives so far away.. I am here and there they stay. I remember a time of fun and walks
and now I have to deal with locks. Can you guess where I live now? It is very crowded and very loud. I miss the quietness of my home. Because home is.. pictures of memories on the wall.. sleeping in my own bed.. waking up to the smell of mom's cooking.. reading novels in the living room.. It's a warm place to be. Sweet... the place for me.. filled with love... it's where my heart is.

I miss my family when I am alone.. Because family is.. understanding.. never demanding.. all for one and one for all.. it's a "I-will-never-leave-you-alone-standing".. my love is your love.. your pain is my pain.. my wealth is your wealth.. it's a "I-promise-to-never-leave-you-by-yourself"..

Forever to eternity.. we are family.. my father.. my mother.. my sister.. and me.

Sorry for this sad and weird face.. it's me who is missing my home and family so badly.. LET ME GO HOME!!